You make the space in me feel full,
with your little sweet nothings...
Your teeny meeny concerns
speak louder than your words.
I have been longing to write about you,
about how you came to be mine
and how you have grown,
taking the 3 of us along,
like a powerful emotional tsunami within...
For the life of me,
I can never forget,
though, now, no more I regret,
the way God brought you into my arms.
I was fearful from the time
you came suddenly,
but over time, the fears have given way
to the love of a lifetime.
I remember clearly, when oh so gingerly,
I prayed for us when I held you close,
the second day of your birth.
I was so surprised at you being so small,
but nevertheless, so thankful for all being well.
I knew God had pulled us through,
if not He, who could have?
I am indebted forever
and grateful indeed with every strand of my being.
You may never understand sweetheart
what it meant to be at the verge
of losing it all, and convincing myself
and those around me...
that all will be well.
Now that you and I have been together
happily for last few years,
plus the time you were only mine,
I can recall happily
how excited your bro had been
when you had just arrived.
The first night after you came,
I didn't get enough of you to hold...
and I stayed without you overnight
separately,
that was the toughest so far.
I didnt want to go away
even for myself, dear one;
but I had to...
Thankfully, we returned to each other
and everything that happened before,
became a dream.
If your bro is special to me
being my first born,
you are even more special my dear
for all the joys you have brought along.
You bring so much more meaning
to our lives, with your innocence...
Years may pass and time will fly
I wish we remember your childhood
with this clairvoyance!
with your little sweet nothings...
Your teeny meeny concerns
speak louder than your words.
I have been longing to write about you,
about how you came to be mine
and how you have grown,
taking the 3 of us along,
like a powerful emotional tsunami within...
For the life of me,
I can never forget,
though, now, no more I regret,
the way God brought you into my arms.
I was fearful from the time
you came suddenly,
but over time, the fears have given way
to the love of a lifetime.
I remember clearly, when oh so gingerly,
I prayed for us when I held you close,
the second day of your birth.
I was so surprised at you being so small,
but nevertheless, so thankful for all being well.
I knew God had pulled us through,
if not He, who could have?
I am indebted forever
and grateful indeed with every strand of my being.
You may never understand sweetheart
what it meant to be at the verge
of losing it all, and convincing myself
and those around me...
that all will be well.
Now that you and I have been together
happily for last few years,
plus the time you were only mine,
I can recall happily
how excited your bro had been
when you had just arrived.
The first night after you came,
I didn't get enough of you to hold...
and I stayed without you overnight
separately,
that was the toughest so far.
I didnt want to go away
even for myself, dear one;
but I had to...
Thankfully, we returned to each other
and everything that happened before,
became a dream.
If your bro is special to me
being my first born,
you are even more special my dear
for all the joys you have brought along.
You bring so much more meaning
to our lives, with your innocence...
Years may pass and time will fly
I wish we remember your childhood
with this clairvoyance!
